Well, Pumpfest was...... ahh what can I say. Inspirational. I always get this same feeling every time after watching a competition. like it just gives me the sudden urge to jump right back onto the walls, and yet deep down I know that I will eventually have to face the reality of us being almost back to square one in terms of climbing fitness and strength. I actually lost 4 kg as compared to my regular weight last time, can you believe it. probably muscle mass since I wasn't even fat to begin with. it just seems so discouraging every time we try to climb again. at most maybe last a few routes and then boom. that's it. pump. pack up go eat. Sometimes I really miss trainings with Philip. hopefully can get back the motivation and momentum to climb again. haha. :)

like Rongjun said, there really is a difference between Opens Men and the other categories. you can really see their level of composure. and like they are in no hurry to make any particular move because they know they can do it. it can only be a distant goal for now. lol.

driving test end of the month! wish me luck. :D